You're not broken.
Your attention was hijacked.
Meridin helps you understand what's happening, get through the urge, and build a life you don't need to escape. And it's built to let you go when you're ready.
Get the Moment Plan
Join the waitlist and get it now — a one-page protocol for the exact minute the urge hits. The app follows when we open.
Used only for the launch note. Never shared, never sold. Any email works — even a throwaway.
Compulsive use isn't a character flaw. It's a loop — engineered stimulus, a hijacked reward system, and a life that feels easier to escape than to build. Meridin works on all three.
Understand the mechanism.
Why the urge feels bigger than the reality, and why the brain keeps chasing something engineered to never satisfy.
Get through the moment.
Tools for when the urge hits — not a blank screen and willpower, but a plan you can follow in ten seconds.
Build forward.
Name what's missing, start with the smallest possible step, and build habits that make the old loop lose its grip.
Quiet by design.
No feeds, no noise, no numbers screaming at you. Three screens that do their job and get out of the way.
Understand the pull
Get through the moment
Build what replaces it
Most apps in this space make money when you don't get better. Meridin is built the opposite way. If you're doing the work and it's holding, we'll help you cancel. You moving on is the point.
The safest data is the data we never hold.
Everything you write in Meridin — your values, your plans, your hard moments — lives encrypted on your phone. Not on our servers. We didn't just promise not to look; we built it so we can't.
No account with your name. No cloud copy of your struggle. If you delete the app, it's gone — and that's the point.
How we built it →
Read while you wait
Fair questions
Is this a porn blocker?
No. Blockers treat the symptom and lose the fight the moment you have a second device. Meridin works on the mechanism — why the urge feels bigger than it is, how to get through the moment, and what to build instead. Nothing to circumvent.
Is this religious?
No. Meridin has no doctrine and no ideology about sex. It's grounded in published research on habit change and compulsive behavior — and where the evidence is thin, we say so.
Is it a streak counter?
Deliberately not. A streak makes one hard night feel like losing everything, and that feeling is exactly what drives relapse (researchers call it the abstinence violation effect). Meridin tracks what you're building, not how long since you last slipped.
What happens to my data?
It stays on your phone, encrypted. Your plans, your notes, your moments — none of it is uploaded to our servers. We can't read it, sell it, or leak it, because we never have it.
When does it launch?
We're in the final stretch of building. The waitlist hears first — and gets the Moment Plan immediately, so you're not waiting empty-handed.
How much will it cost?
A simple subscription with a built-in end: Meridin is designed around graduation, so you stop paying when you no longer need it — typically within a few months. Founding members from the waitlist get the best price we'll ever offer.